And So It Is.......

So things lately have not been going well, I have been binge/purging ALOT and it feels like a cycle that is VERY VERY hard to break. I don't know what I'm going to do. I feel HOPELESS.

What If.......

I Found this article while surfing the web, please take your time to read it.

http://www.news.com.au/heraldsun/story/0,21985,24515444-5006016,00.html

I know that recovery isnt easy and i guess i just wish i had known some of what i know now a while ago, i dont regret any of my actions but i do look at my life and wonder "what if" i never had an eating disorder.